morning is barely morning anymore and i'm shaken from my sleep by the reminder of what happened before i tossed and turned my final hours of yesterday away.
flashbacks and instant replay stealing my covers like a greedy lover who has forgotten that i'm even there... and i'm awake listening to the lullabies of what was said and what i wish you would have said
but what's done is done and there's no way to erase unwritten words so i suppose i'll keep filling in the blanks you've created and make peace with the fact that this is simply it.
i'll use old lullabies to fill the silence that is YOU, sing myself to sleep with old melodies from other songs you never sang, and steal the blankets back until i'm warm enough to fall back asleep.
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You write very beautifully. I am guessing life can be very complex and confusing at times for individuals like you who work in the entertainment industry.
But whatever is bothering you, I am sure you are more then capable of working it out. If there is one thing I have learned about you and others like you its that you are strong, you are wise and you are smart enough to take on anything that is thrown at you.
Alan
hey vj taya. :) im a blogger in mtvasiablog. :)
that was deep. completely resonated with me. keep your pen to the pad (or fingers to the keys)...and keep speaking the truth.
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